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Sneak peek Wednesday

Hello guys.

Thank you for all the replies yesterday. If I didn’t respond to you as yet, I will do so before this weekend.

Today on Sneak peek Wednesday I’m going to be sharing two pieces with you guys.

The first is a small piece from The Valor of Masks and Fury, and the other is Kylie Bray’s new book, A Frosted Sin (I am going to change the name)

The Valor of Masks and Fury

“I’m aware we aren’t sociably worshipped like Ethereal or awed like Sprite but our powers are just as capable as an Ethereal and Sprite. We bear the mark of Sovereign just like them.” I ramble through our mental bond.

“So do the humans, yet they die by a pierce through the heart, or falling off a tree. They even die of illness. I still find it odd they still exist.”

He puts his hands on his waist, just below his black leather belt, gripping the leather with a firm grip.

Superior. I push the word toward his mind and my Luminah flashes out darker as I try to get through my brother’s shields.

“Since when did we care about staring crowds and superiority? Where’s your sense of self little one?”

“The Devine shall reign superior in rank of the Sovereign. Ethereal are the descendants of the Goddess.” He barely even tries to push his words in my mind. How it is he can keep me out of his mind, but I can’t do the same?

“The humans seem to agree with me not you.” His answering snort, increases my annoyance of leaving Broah. He winks at whoever it is behind me, and I sigh shaking my head at my brothers leering gaze. Gross.

“I hate this place. I want to go back home.”

“This is our home now little one. We swore allegiance to the Devine when we were born with the mark of Sovereign. To guard their secrets and keep in our lane is what we promised. It’s our birthright. Now be done with this bullshit.”

“Secrets? Allegiance? They need us. Our Allegiance doesn’t come for free. We are not in their lane, they are in ours.”

“Enough Mission.” A shiver runs up my arms at my brothers thunderous words. How dare he? His nostrils flare and I groan at the Luminah on his cheeks. Darkest blue, full, not speckled.

            “I’m sorry.” I don’t want to apologize, I shouldn’t, but in Sawan apart from our mutual friend Quinn, I know no one here either than my brother.

Spotting a group of more humans I side glance at Wyland again. This time he’s grinning at the onlookers but I feel his chilling glare through our bond and the dilated pupils even he couldn’t mask when he’s angry.

“It’s alright.” He says in Unic as the feel of wind behind my neck elicits a nerve bending chill to course through me.

I’m not a foreigner to Ethereal kind, since we stayed behind their protection for over a thousand years but I’m not familiar with them enough. Not like my parents who work closely with their kind. Not like my brother who trained under some of them. Not like the Runic in the other Isles.

Growing up, I spent most of my time in Broah, attending a school for Runic until it was time to come here. Runic schools only lasted for nine cycles after that it’s border duty then training. I trained with Moama, since she’s a 7th Valor. My brother as is customary trained with the Ethereal.

My brother’s eyes widen at whoever catches his attention behind me, and although I wish to turn and see the undoubtedly Ethereal I don’t.

I don’t want to give them another reason to boast. If some of us refrained from showing admiration then maybe, just maybe they would be a little kinder and less self absorbed.

Your Luminah is going to turn red if you keep staring like that.

His answering grin is enough indication that he doesn’t care. Males are all the same. Dangle a shiny toy in front of them and they become putty.

“The Ethereal already left, it’s the Sprite that has me staring. I haven’t seen a Sprite Sovereign this close before.” I turn to see who he’s looking at. There’s a group of girls with green and brown garments on and tons of luggage attached to their sides, giggling. They’re from Reve Academy. One of the best academies for Sprites and humans. Also pricey.

One of the girls are Runic, with long light brown hair and golden skin. I can’t see a Sovereign mark on her anywhere.

Why is a Runic wearing a Sprites school uniform? I push my thoughts to my brother, hoping he drops his shields.

To know more about this book, you can keep an eye out for the links coming up for the podcast. I am going to put the podcast on the blog as well, I just need to figure that part out soon.

A Frosted Sin

I had two great loves. The first had the power to weaken me. The second broke me. Vincent Stone was my addiction before he turned out to be my disease. Our love was forbidden, he was my stepbrother. But that wasn’t the worst of it all. No you see he was a made-man and I was his muse. And like all muses eventually the novelty wore off and reality set in.

But where art is considered a beauty to the naked eye. Vincent’s art was one made with a bullet hole through the chest. And at first I understood his need for vengeance. A part of me at the time was missing, except with him. My moments with Vincent made me realize I was still breathing. Even if it was tainted air, and lingering death I was inhaling. He made me feel alive, and slowly alive was what I became, until I understood the hefty price labelled to my life, was the life of innocents. I was once innocent, maybe a bit jagged on the edges.

 My papa said that Jagged was good because it showed the flaws and your sharp points is what made you different from the rest. And I was certainly one of a kind.

But my innocence, my thirst for life was once a shining planet, gold and so distinctive that one need take one look at me and know. I was once a belle, the billionaire heiress. Daughter of the Famous, Marcus Bray, the unstoppable, Kylie Bray.

Until I helped a friend and it landed me in a dark, dark place. I was raped and beaten to an inch of my existence until eventually death just seemed like the only solace, the only option. I was so certain my life was over. Until Vincent came to my rescue. His badness, I once frowned upon was/is the reason I am breathing. He found me. Saved me and in his own way resurrected me from extinction.

Vincent took me from that hellhole. His intentions were from a good place, but it was like leaving the crutches of one demon only to be awakened by another. Yes, Vincent was a demon, but one whom I loved. At the time I was convinced I was living in a haze. It was like my soul was crushed on the inside and my skin torn and reformed on the outside. My family were not welcomed with the love I once showed them, or the snarky comebacks that slipped from my tongue.

Yet, Vincent’s need to save me, was a raging fire, and in a way he had his own struggles. He tried to fight them off, but one of those burst through and with it, he became a killer with nothing to pull him back from the depths of his need for vengeance.

He made me watch as he killed so many people, gruesomely torturing some of them to death. Innocent people that didn’t deserve the death he gave them. I don’t think it was his intention to become the killer he was. I think he just became lost along the way and I wasn’t strong enough at the time for the both of us. I was too busy pulling myself out of the hole he dug me in, I couldn’t pull him out too.

So I made a choice and I gave him an option to stop.

He chose not to, he said this was who he was, and he wasn’t going to stop. I saw he meant it, I knew I had to stop him, so in the end I chose to end his life. It wasn’t just for the innocent people but it was also for my family, my friends, and the young boy who laid dying on a floor with bullet holes in his chest. In a way I did it for him, and the bit of good he still had left in him.

I never asked for the hand I was dealt. I never asked for my heart to fall for a man who chose to kill in my name, when really he was killing to feed an addiction.

Vincent stone was my first love, and I killed him. But this story isn’t about my first love. This is the story of another love, the one who broke me. This is the story, of a boy I was too young to love, who grew into a man, I was destined to.

This the story of my beacon of hope, and my crash course to desire.

His name, Dexter Kent, and he was a man of many talents.

I hope you guys enjoyed it. I am having one of those frantically busy days today. As I write to you guys today I have so many things to do. Mainly the backend stuff of my books and preparation for my mother in laws upcoming visit. So for now this is me.

For those who haven’t read Kylie Bray please give it a quick sample read and see if it’s a book you want. If so get it on Kindle or one of the other retailers. Someone asked me where is my book shop (lol) I am still updating my website since the shutdown happened last year. But I will definitely add it by next week. And yes, the books will be a lot cheaper.

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Chapter 1

 

Kylie Bray

 

 Everyone has regrets, and with those regrets come the consequences. For me, it was a five year sentence under the clutches of The Satan Sniper’s Motorcycle Club. I killed someone and instead of a life in prison, the VP of The Satan Sniper’s MC, Storm made a few fires to get me out. And I am not talking about those hot ones, I am talking about, he threatened some powerful people and a few months later I was released.

I was grateful, even bound to the Motorcycle Club forever. A lot can happen in 5 years, and tons happened to me. I learned how to fight, and shoot a gun without feeling like my heart might collapse. They taught me skills that no normal person would need. But most importantly they taught me that family wasn’t only forged in blood or a birth certificate, but it could grow with time and a mutual trust. I am not sure what the MC expected me to do once my time was done, but no one besides my brother, Killer expected I would be returning home.

I pictured, Sienna and Killer joining me, but life had other plans for those two. So here I was half way to my home town, the city where Billionaires raised their brood. My favorite town, Liston Hills.

“Are you sure, you have to go now?” Storm asks from the cars phone.

“Yes. I just got my go card so let’s cut the call so I don’t kill the fucker who is crossing the road. I’ll see you guys in 6 months, maybe a bit sooner, but don’t count your breaths. Find Diamond.”

“It’s a long time but alright, be safe and for the last time we’re looking.”

“Yeah, yeah.”

That was the thing I failed to mention. I had a past with Storm and at the time when I was released to him, well, let’s just say I wanted something that wasn’t really mine. We tried it out upon my insistence for the last 3 and a half years, but sometimes people just aren’t compatible. We were too different and as much as I loved how great he fucked me that was all we had. It was empty, and yes maybe a part of me was empty, but a small piece of me wanted to be selfish and find something. What it was? I had no idea, but I knew it was there, just waiting for me to make contact.

So I had to let him go.

Sex is just a physical emotion, a small pleasure, a release for that moment, a drug, like a hit of dopamine. For that moment passing in time you are unstoppable, immortal. But then it’s gone, and all those snapshots, those voices flood your mind. Your heart beats faster, but this time it’s not your point of bliss that’s making you erratic, it’s the reason behind the emptiness.

In a way Storm understood. He didn’t like it but our story was never meant to be a permanent one. I knew he knew, and it made sense why he took so long to accept my offer of trying things out. We were just not compatible and the more we tried the easier it became to see that there was nothing but a sense of friendship and a bit of history. History goes along way, but my life taught me, it wasn’t history that created a lasting love, it was depth in the short space of time we spent. Both of those didn’t equal to a happy ever after. Not saying that I really believe in love, but Killer managed to find something worth fighting for and so did the scary fucker, Zero.

I’m not in denial that life turns out the way it was meant to be and in the end it all makes sense even if while you are going through it, you were sometimes thinking, ‘Could shit get any deeper?’, or bawling your eyes out screaming, ‘Fuck’.

But my Papa said it best, many times when I was growing up. He said that life was journey, with one destination in the end, death. The only choices you had, was the ones you thought of, and the ones you acted on and making bad choices helped us to grow and develop just as much as making promising ones. In the end we are really just rolling our dice, and playing a really hard game called life.

I made some not so good choices, and loving the wrong man was one of them. Not sure why that brings a smile to my face as I drive down the road, but it does. Kyle Bray, hah, didn’t you get fooled and take short cut only to lose a few pieces.

But like Vincent was my love, someone out there that wasn’t me was waiting for Storm.

As for me? Well, my love died with the bullet I put in Vincent Stone’s chest and although I finally came to terms with it, I also froze my heart from ever feeling that way again. But it didn’t stop the nagging unexplainable need that something was out there for me. Maybe not love, maybe it was peace? Who knew, but I really wanted to find out. But before I went hunting for the ‘something,’ I needed to get my ass home.

It’s another 40 minute drive when I see the unmistakable sign of Liston Hills. My window is up, the Blues soundtrack is on low. My cars temperature is on a cool 24 as I enter the place where I grew up.

I was born here. The most important parts of my life started in this town. I had my first kiss here, I met Vincent Stone here. I even got into my first fight in this place. For the first 17 years of my life I was convinced here, in this town is where I would die.

My parents have stayed in Liston Hills, as their parents before them. Tradition is something I always kept close to my heart. Well, it was. Since I killed Vincent, I was now considered an outcast, but outcast or not here I was, back in Liston Hills. Only now I wasn’t the Billionaire heiress Kylie Bray, the Belle of the world. Now, I was Frost, a killer, a member of a lethal Motorcycle Club and a sinner. But, the blood in my veins and the unfrozen trust fund attached to my name said otherwise.

One is probably wondering what in hells name am I doing here, if I didn’t belong. Well, I am wondering that myself. I knew I was here to make amends with my family, and see my momma, even if she didn’t want to see me. I was back in the town to face my past so I can move forward. My brother’s words not mine. He was the one who convinced me to hop in my car and get my ass here. Well, him and a friend of mine Mercy.

There was no redemption for me in the future but I believed there was some sense of honor. My family didn’t know the extent of Vincent’s madness, nor did they understand why I did it. They saw me as crazy, because it was easier to digest the facts they did know. But my father, Marcus Bray has suffered enough, honor was everything. And I knew he didn’t give a dime about the tabloids but our family name was something he took very fucking seriously. I knew our relationship was the biggest sacrifice I would make before I even shot Vincent. What I didn’t foresee is the pain and hollowness I found in the end without my father.

My mother however, has always nagged me, left me, and sometimes judged me, but it took me learning about life in a cruel world to realize Hunter Orniel Stone was only trying to teach me. There was more to life than meets the eyes.

When Sienna and Killer got married I was certain my momma would talk to me after that day but she was like a fairy. A strong presence while she took in the moment until she put that phone down, it felt as though she never picked up that phone at all.

Which was why I turn my car and speed down the back road to the Estate. She’ll be the first one I want to see.

I get to the big gates and puncture in the code, 67340 and like magic it opens.

“Guess they didn’t see the need to change the codes,” I voice as I drive my black Mercedes down the long driveway and take a sharp right to the Stones Property. The Estate was divided into two properties. One belonged to the famous Delroy family, and the other to the Stones.

Where my father’s home was old and maintained its Victorian Medieval furnishings, the Stone house was modern, with latest technological security compliments of Michael, my 2nd eldest stepbrother.

I park my car and head to the white double doors. I look at the gold framed finger print machine. I lift my hand as my heart races tenfold, but I pause. Do I really want know if they removed my fingerprint?

The door opens and stare into the face of Victor Stone. Hard lines creasing his eyebrows. I am not sure what I am waiting for, but he just looks at me.

“Who is it Victor?” My momma’s voice comes from behind and she puts her manicured hands around his shoulder and pulls him out of the way.

At least momma still has her spunk.

“Kylie, oh hunny, I didn’t even know you are coming?” Her red lips pull taught as she smiles. It’s warm but Hunter Orniel’s smile was always warm. Not even I can tell the difference between her fake and real one.

“Come on in, the trip must have been long. Kevin told me you were coming through.”

“Yes, come on in,” Victor says as his shock wanes from seeing me. I wonder how he feels looking in the eyes of his son’s murderer.

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Conception of Truth is LIVE

“When do you decide to forgive childish grudges and face what you have broken?”

Marco and I were once strangers, then by a false coincidence we became lovers. It was short lived, and he chose another. Hurt by his rejection it was easy to become his enemy. So lovers to enemies we were, until Marco began a war.
I never wanted the bloodshed to stain my wedding dress crimson, but Marco made sure our union wasn’t one of love, it was a union of death.
Forced into a marriage I don’t want, with my lovers killer, I must finally face the truth and admit one of us is lying.
My husband thinks I am the evil queen.
A monster is what he calls me.
He is blind, mad with rage, so he can’t see, I am the only Villian who won’t pull the trigger.

A brand spanking new rewrite of Conception of Truth.

Darkness has a new name and she comes dressed in a white wedding dress, stained with the blood of her enemies, and the sins of her husbands. Aliyana Capello Catelli finally tells us, who killed Ren.

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He looks sexy but tired. His stubble longer than the last time I saw him. His hair line showing the beginning signs of greying.
The blackness of his eyes always capturing my attention are downcast, if I can call it that, as his mouth remains in that harsh scowl I have come to expect.
“Did you have a fun night? Was it everything you hoped?” He asks me with that baritone voice of his.
“Yes, thank you.”
He signals Dexter and Sabastian to leave and I don’t miss the four Mercedes parked around his car. I stop just in front of Marco and he lifts my left hand kissing the ring on my finger with such gentleness I shiver.
He is angry, I can tell because I have seen him calm, I have seen him murderous and then I have seen him angry. The night I went to his penthouse, he was livid.
“Good, next time you choose to go out to a party, start by at least informing me. There is a war happening and you, my lovely wife are a Queen,” he pauses, waiting until he knows my anticipation of his words overweight all logic.
“Powerful but still expendable.” Those two words shatters what little dignity I possess around this man. How do I love such cruelness, how do I find the best parts of him, I am to learn to love, when even his gentleness comes offered on a bed of double edged blades? I don’t.
I swallow hard as he puts my hair behind my ear and lifts my chin until I am looking into his eyes.
“Believe it or not Aliyana, but this King wants his Queen alive. Don’t ever touch another man again, understand.”
I nod my head.
“Let’s get home. I want to greet my wife properly.” He kisses my nose and opens the door and I slide into the leather heated seats. The drive home isn’t an unpleasant one but the silence is not golden on my part as I have a lot of questions but I can tell Marco has a lot on his mind namely my inevitable end. Is it wrong to marry your enemy? Probably. Is it wrong to sit back while you know that said enemy wants you dead? Definitely.
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Married to a mafia ✅
That said mafia is a crime boss✅
You are a Queen with a lot of things he wants✅
He marries you to get what he wants✅
You are a lot more smarter than he thinks✅
He tries to take out your friend✅
You take out his ✅
Both of you hate each other ✅
Both of you need each other✅
Both of you want each other✅
Both of you choose each other (hmmm I guess you would need to read it and find out)📜

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School me p3 (page 33)

Dainy

Our squad was looking great. Rehearsals were flawless.

“That was great guys. How are the auditions coming? Did you manage to snatch any new talent worth seeing from any of the transfers?” I ask Candice who is standing next to me tying up her red hair as her brown gaze tracks over the football field.

“No, but Jessica found two newbies, one was a gymnast.”

“Nice.” I say as I spot the unmistakable man that is my boyfriend. I give him a wave when he catches me staring.

It was freaking hot today. The boys must be dripping from practice. Their locker room is going to be steaming and the reason for that is not hot water.

“tell Jessica to bring them here after school tomorrow. Let’s field test them.”

When Tammy Odell attended Liston High Private in 1982 she came up with the brilliant idea called ‘A field test.’ Instead of the girls trying out with new moves ‘which anybody could learn WITH the right teachers’, the newbies would have to survive a training session with the football Jocks. Test their endurance, we test their mind. A strong mind-set has kept us raining champion for years. And it is the funniest thing to watch. I know I had to do it myself.

I remember that day. It was the first day Sabastian looked at me different. The day he looked at me as If I belonged to him.

Freshman year

“Dainy, you not listenin’ Sienna and Tash are joining us. Liam better not be there. Oh my gosh , did you notice how hot he’s looking. Fourteen is definitely his number. I am drooling right now.” Rae slams the locker door.

“If I’m droolin’ now, how am I supposed to concentrate? I’m sure Jace and Aidy will be there maybe they can distract him.”

I roll my eyes as I slip my bag on my shoulders.
“They are both in the team. I heard Liam is thinking of joining.”

She does a silent scream as her eyes light up with glee. “Did he say that.”

“Yeah, he also said that he would risk your brothers wrath if he didn’t have to answer to Kylie about why he was talking to her sister.” Rae cringes at that one. Yes, A Stone is a Stone. It is hard to be the youngest let alone a girl in a family dominated by Texan men. Let alone have a sister that every guy in our school feared.

Kylie Bray was our school leader and I wanted to be just that. To us ‘a very small group’ we knew her as a laid back, chilled senior who was dating Dexter Kent, a junior. Who actually made it past her brothers. Well David and Michael Stone. I don’t think he would have survived Kevin Stone.

“Ladies it’s go time, asses in the field now.” Kylie Bray screams from the hallway.

“Weren’t we supposed to meet after school ?”
I question Rae.

She smiles at me, “It’s Kylie, when does she ever follow the rules?”

I shake my head and laugh, as Kylie saunters off.

Two weeks in school and I am finally going to be a cheerleader. It’s exciting stuff. I will finally be close to Reagan.

We walk to the open field from the back door of our school. There is about maybe eight of us with the two already waiting for us outside by the benches.

It is good weather now, I know that is going to change eventually once ten o’clock strikes.

I see the football team as I get closer to the stands. They are huddled behind a tree.

“Oh my gosh, Is that Sabs making out with Rita, yuck, gross.”

My eyes instantly look across the field and yes. I would notice Sabastian from a mile away. That guy made me want to throw things at his head. I don’t know why I still even spoke to him.

I watch him , his hands are holding Ritas against her back. He can’t even kiss a girl without manhandling them. What did women see in him. Oh i knew. He was the epitome of bad boy. Add WITH his billions that he would one day inherit. He had all the gold diggers around school falling at his knees.

The longer I watch, the angrier I become. I don’t even think about it as I walk across the field. I certainly don’t spend an ounce of regret when I get to him and smack his head.

“What the fuck.” He spins around and seems to take a step back and into Rita when he sees me.

“What do you want Dainy.” He asks me in dreary tone that makes me feel small.

Rita with her black hair and caramelized skin gives me a wicked smile full of satisfaction when I look at her. SHE is tall, and a senior in the schools cheerleading squad.

“I already got it.” Not sure why I am hurt by his words so much but I spin around and walk away. I am half way to the field when his familiar fingers grabs me from the back of my arms.

“Hey, stop.” He says as he practically spins me around.

“leave me alone Delroy.” I yelp maybe a bit too loud. Another boy would take a step back or drop his arm. Sabastian Delroy is not another boy. He is a boy that wears a suit to school because he can. Sometimes it is bow ties and purple ties. Today he is in a beige linen suit, minus the tie and add in a white shirt and it just pisses me off that he has to be so cute and such an ass at the same time.

“Dainy.” Kylie screams from across the field.

“Let me go Delroy.” I try to free my arm.

“I’m not done! You can’t just interrupt me and throw that kind of fit and walk away Dainy.”

“I already did, too bad.”

“Sabastian move it.” Kylie says from closer this time.

“Give me a minute Kylie.” He says to her but doesn’t stop looking at me. At the back of my mind I’m thinking ‘wow’ did he just stand up to Kylie Bray.

“I’ll give you all the time you need sugar, but Ms Hallow here doesn’t get the same deal. Dainy, move your ass to the field, Sabastian get your hands off the frighten girl. SHE ain’t ready for your brand of crazy yet.”

“Not yet.” He says it as a promise, of what I don’t know. And I swear I feel the brush of his thumb on the underneath of my arm before he lets it go. I turn around instantly and run toward the girls and Jocks across from me. I turn my head and see Sabastian standing in the middle of the field. His hands are in his pocket and he is staring at me. A cold shiver runs up the arm he griped just a minute ago.

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School me p3 (page 16)

Lizzy
“Yes, I would shake your hand but as you can see.” He tilts his head referring to his look alike that has her arms wrapped tightly around his neck. 

“Is she your sister?” It’s the dumbest question I could ask. Come on, they are practically identical, same green eyes, same blond hair, same complexion even their face is shaped a like except hers is much younger. But point made, dumb question. He doesn’t answer me, he does however take a step away from the door to allow me to step inside. 
When I do, it is like I am taken back to the 1600’s. I feel like I am under dressed with my ripped jeans and David Harley sweat shirt I am wearing. Not to mention my old sneakers that has well passed seen its expiration date. I can’t throw them out, I should but my dad got it for me two years ago. And if he was alive I would’ve tossed them out but now he so not alive. 
“Would you like something to drink? Or better yet let’s just go sit in the kitchen.” He doesn’t wait for me to respond as he walks effortlessly with the giggling little girl still attached to him down a long and wide wooden floored passage way. I rush behind him, my sling leather bag hitting my thigh as I do so. We round another corner going down a long corridor before we make a right and pass down the photo room filled with probably thousands of photos framed on the wall. We take a few steps down then turn left. 
“This place is like me a maze.” The awe in my voice doesn’t go unnoticed by Dexter who chuckles and takes another right in front of me.
“It’s fun, Decky needs exercise. “ She giggles after she’s done talking and I don’t stop the big goofy grin on my face from making an appearance as we finally make it to the kitchen which is something from the movies, dark oak doors, silver fridges, dark oak counters with a tinge of white here and there, “Wow, this place is nice.” 
Dexter slip his sister off his shoulder and she instantly runs to the freezer on the other end of the kitchen and pulls out a tub of ice cream.

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School me p3 (page 14)

Reagan


Listen , speak , learn, that is what I have done today. I listened to my stupid coach screaming in my ear as I did !y drills. I spoke when I needed to and I learned, I learned that I was actually sick and fucking tired of this asshole. He has had my ass since last week. Not sure what is up the guys ally. But when I got home today, I decided fuck it. It is Saturday evening. I should be out and today it is exactly what I am doing
The Delroys are hosting a dinner party tonight, and my dad was in no way going to make it with the important deal he has going on in Toronto tonight, so it ended up on me. 
I step in front of the long length cupboard mirror. My bow tie hanging loosely around my shirt collar. Buttoning up my shirt I look at the scratches Dainy left Thursday evening. It never ceases to amaze me how wild and crazy she gets sometime. 
In fact the other day she left me speechless when she walked into my bedroom with nothing but a red tiny piece of material covering her snatch. Her hair was curled to the side, and she had this deep red lipstick painting her lips. 
Just thinking about now has me going hard. And there is nothing I can do about it right now, as my girlfriend decided to spend her time with Kylie. Which is weird because from my knowledge Kylie hasn’t been taking visitors. 
But what do I know. Recently things with Rainy is going great. I never looked at myself as a one woman man until I ended up in Dainy’s bed. 
Then I was thinking how I messed up, but now as I tie my bow and grab my black tux jacket , I can honestly say thank fuck I did go steady with Dainy, if I didn’t I am sure Sabastian would have her all wrapped up in him by now. 
I see the way he looks at my girl, I haven’t said a thing about yet. So far he hasn’t made any plays and I can’t fault the guy for wanting her back, I mean look at her. But Dainy is mine and I am glad she isn’t coming with me tonight. Tonight is the time Sebastian Delroy and I settle somethings.

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Beggar Chapter 1

I was the Enforcer                 until...              she made me a man
By Shan R.K

Chapter 1
Beggar
The wind is colder today. It’s making me wish I had something warmer than the thin hoody I nipped off some kid two years ago. I shiver in the small space between the bins, hearing the raucous coming from the building I’m leaning on.

From today it’s officially known as a club called, Lazer’s.

The people scream and cheer. Their loud laughs echo in my soul.

I’ve never known a day of being normal or having a hot plate of food to eat. I don’t even know what it feels like to have a bath. The streets of Washington has been my home since the day I was born.

I think I stayed in the hospital a few times, I’m not sure, I was too young to remember.

It’s safe to say my mother loved me a little too much, because she wouldn’t give me up. She rather I be born without a blanket to keep me warm than abort me. Many times she explained it to me, she’d say that I was a love child, and my daddy would one day find us and take us to his home. But he never came, and my mother didn’t seem too beat up about it either. As the years went on by, I learnt to survive on these streets, I even learnt to smile.

Somehow, by sheer luck my mother managed to get me in a school when I turned seven.

I was the dirty kid.

The one with lice in her hair.

The pity child who was always taking the lunch or scraps other kids left on the back wall during break.

By the end of the first year they called me Street girl. No one played with me, but I never let their words bother me.

I kept my eyes on my school work. My mother told me that if I focused on my grades and finished school I’d be able to get a job when I got older. We wouldn’t have to stay on these streets.

Shelters weren’t an option, they were the worst place we could go. We once ended up in the one on 16th Street.

We had nothing to eat for two days, we were starving and I was getting weak. There was no other choice.

My mother tried everything to get a buck but no one was feeling generous, not even some scraps to eat.

It was during my summer break.

She never let me beg though. She always stashed me in some corner behind a bin, or in an alley. Sometimes on weekends I’d sit on the pavement watching the cars go by.

But the day we went to the shelter was a bad day. My mothers grip on my hand was so tight, it pained. She rushed us straight to the queue for the free sandwiches. I think I was around eight.

They tried taking me away from my mother that day, by locking me in some storage room. I was screaming and crying.

I bit the lady that pulled me away.

Somehow my mother managed to get me out of there and we kicked down, and didn’t stop until we were at the river.

It was the first and last time we ever sort out a shelter.

That was also the first time she warned me about the system. I remember her words, “You listen to me kid. Those houses they’ll put you in are far worse than living on the street. You can never get caught, you hear me.”

I stared at her crazy green eyes, and knotted black hair, then I nodded. My mother’s face was hollow, and her wrist so fragile, sometimes I feared she might just break and shatter into thousands of pieces. But she was tough and kept me safe.

She said bad things happened to the kids in the system. Many people thought she was crazy. Mad. But I believed her.

My mother always spoke to me about her life when she was younger, and the dangers she faced after entering a foster home.

At the ripe age of ten, I knew the horrors I’d face if I was taken away from her.

The rape and the abuse was what I dreaded the most.

But I was born unlucky, because my mother got sick.

She was diagnosed with stage three of lung cancer and didn’t last two months after we found out.

I was just twelve when she died.

There was no parting touchy words she passed on to me.

No tears.

She just looked at me from the hospital bed.

And carried on looking at me even after the monitors blared through the room, even after the nurse lifted me up off the ground and carried a struggling me out of the room.

I could’ve maybe told myself that she smiled a little but I couldn’t bring it to the forefront of my mind to have such foolish thoughts.

It was the same day, November 8th, that the system swallowed me in. I had no choice. Forced into it, and for two weeks like any other twelve year old faced with shit luck I stuck it out for a peanut butter sandwich in the morning and stale crackers at night.

But when your foster dad rapes you, you get the fuck out of dodge.

I did. But only after I took a tin opener to his throat.

I left the other kids there and took my chances alone on the streets. I was bleeding and violated. My private places ached, but I didn’t seek a hospital or anyone’s help.

Instead I made my way to the train station that night and cleaned myself up in the public bathroom that smelled like shit and puke. But to me, it was just another day of surviving, just another day in this fucked up-ness we called life.

The tissue paper I used to wipe the evidence away as the tear leaked silently down my cheek, was the one thing I made sure of to never let happen again.

Nine years have past since then. Not much has changed in my life. No magical happenings, or great jobs.

I didn’t even finish school.

I’m still living on Washington streets. Still begging for scraps, because no one wants to hire a homeless twenty one year old with no I.D. I tried, many, many times.

I even tried stripping, apparently you need a ‘G E D’ to do that too.

Only now the cold is making it fucking hard to even breathe. But nothing is making me come out of my spot in-between the dumpsters. This is like a fucking luxury hotel in my world. I could get a good three or four hours sleep here.

The owner of Lazer’s saw me around a few times, he said he wanted to talk to me tonight when the place closed. I only agreed because he offered me a hot meal, something I’ve never had before. And I’m sure I can take him, if he tries anything. I haven’t lived this long being nice.

To survive years on the streets, one needs rules. The first one, never trust anyone, you do that you’d have no one to identify your body. You’d be lucky it even made it to the morgue. Or worse, you could end up sold as a fucking prostitute for small pocket change, there’s no way out of that one. Those pimps get you hooked on any crap they feel like sticking up your veins and it isn’t always drugs.

Second, if you’re a female, always stink, even if u manage to get to the river or a tap, you never clean up too nicely. Smelling bad, keeps fuckers away.

Three, don’t think someone is your friend, there’s no fucking friends in this place, everybody wants something. I made that mistake a few times and almost got shot by a street gang last year, cos this girl Tally told them I stole her drugs, the same drugs she shot up her veins.

And the fourth, and this is an important one, never steal. Many of us do, well most. I did it one time, just once, to a kid two years ago. I was fucking cold and hadn’t eaten for days. I saw him stash a ten in the front pocket of his hoody and thought fuck it. I got the hoody, but only after he beat the fuck out of me. It turned out he was only short and was actually seventeen.

After he beat me, he took pity on me and gave me a hundred, it was sick, but I took the cash and it kept me fed for months. Since then, I hadn’t had any problems. No run ins with trouble, well at least not anything worth adding to my nightmares.

You’d think I went through hell to survive on the street. Truth is, us homeless folks are all trying to survive. We spend more time fighting against nature and saving our strength until our next meal than we do fighting each other.

The back door next to the dumpster’s I’m resting between bangs open, “I’m fine Zero,” a sweet female voice says, “Den and Spade is with us.” The heels click so close to me. I still.

“I didn’t want you to worry, I wanted to come.” There’s a pause, no footsteps, “you know I will,” Her voice softens.

I roll my eyes, because it’s obviously a guy. I liked a boy once, blue eyes, red Curly hair. He worked by the supermarket down town, he was cute, around my age now. I think I was fourteen or fifteen.

I use to beg three blocks away from the supermarket and instead of saving for a loaf of bread, the moment I had enough cash I went to the store to buy a lollipop. This happened on average, twice a day. I’d wash my face and tidy myself up before I got there and I’d smile, I hated smiling, but he was cute.

The first few times I went, he scowled, looking at me like I’m gonna steal, as if. About a week later, a sign was posted on the display window, ‘no homeless folks allowed’.

I didn’t think it meant me, I made sure to clean up before I entered the place. I even broke my always stink rule for that time. A few steps into the supermarket later, he came storming up to me with a security guy trailing behind him screaming, “Didn’t you see the sign. No beggars, get your dirty ass outa here.” People stopped and watched but nobody said a thing. I never liked a boy again, in fact when I see them I look the other way except one time. One other time I liked a man.

This girl is obviously lucky, I bet she’s dating some guy in one of those fancy suits. I can’t see her face, but just hearing her voice, I can tell she’s a softy that wouldn’t survive in my world.

She’s still talking to the person on the phone, but I can’t hear much anymore because she’s moved further away from me. I shift into my corner, my body still covered by a cardboard box I found in the dumpster. It’s a few minutes later that I hear her heels drumming closer to the club, closer to me. She’s going really fast now by the way her heels are clicking on the tar. Maybe she’s upset. I listen quietly, I ain’t got nothing better to do, it’s not like I have a tv or radio.

 

What’s that sound. It’s other people’s feet, heavy footsteps. My heart begins to race as I recognize those heavy footfalls, it’s a man, shit, not man, men.

Scream bitch, scream for help,but she doesn’t.

She’s going to get herself in some deep trouble now. There’s a struggle, I can hear a muttered curse and the sound of her shoe dropping, “I’m a Satan Sniper you fuckwad, let me go.” Her screech sounds like she’s struggling. They must have her against a wall, or in a strong hold, shit.

I don’t see anything, only hear one of the men reply, “I don’t give a fuck. After I’m done with you bitch my friend here is gonna fuck you until you bleed and then I’m gonna slit your fucking throat.”

I listen to the swearing, and her weak wails, shit, is she going to get raped, should I help. I wanna scream for her but what if they have friends around the alley just keeping watch, damn it to hell.

With a pounding heart I remove the cardboard box off my body. Once I’m sure they can’t hear me, I crawl slowly out of my nest. They don’t notice me, but I ain’t surprised by this. I peep around the dumpster.

The one guy is African American, bald, meaty looking. He’s holding her neck in a chokehold with a gun pointed to her head. The blonde guy is trying to get her jeans down, and struggling. Her make up is running down her cheeks, red locks sticking up in all directions, God, she looks so tiny. I creep closer, sure not to draw attention to myself.

Blondy finally gets pissed when her jeans don’t come down and slits it open with a knife, wrong move. Her spiked heel of her right boot gets him first in the nuts, then in the face, at the same time she does some twisty move and gets out of the other guys neck hold. They make a quick recover and both start hitting her.

Blondy slaps her across the face as the other guy upper cuts her. She screams and bends down, weaving.

Fuck, I know that if I don’t help they gonna kill her. I go closer, still keeping to the dark. Her elbow makes contact with the throat of the man holding the gun, cutting off his oxygen. The girl got moves. His hands instinctively go for his neck causing him to drop the weapon a few feet away from me.

I don’t think, just act. Running out of the shadows I sprint to the gun, pick it up, click the safety off, and pull the trigger. First bullet to the African Americans head, then to the blonde fuckers heart, both kill shots, both drop dead. How I managed to do that, is another story I don’t wanna remember, my nightmare, the reason why I still beg on the streets for scraps, why I never finished school, why I can’t even get a fucking ID. And why the world would always just know me as Beggar.