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Short Story Thursday P2

Todays short story goes to Mischa DeMarco. It is a small piece I wrote right now.

Now that the Secrets of the Famiglia is finished I am going to be doing a Spin off series about the Shadows. But before that I am going to do a full novel about 20 year old Mischa (Marco’s daughter)

The Sins of my mother

Mischa


I used to think life was easy, I used to think that I could make any choices, and I would never turn my outcome. So I lived, I loved, I breathed on my sins until I suffocated. Gravity forgot about me. The earth was too low from the sun. I felt invincible. I had hopes and dreams that didn’t mean much to others, but to me, it meant everything.

I remember the day when I met you. Your heart was vaulted behind your pain. Your eyes a mystery for the hurt you festered for so long. I knew you were drowning and I wanted to save you. I wanted you like I wanted my next hit. I knew I could twist your pain into just remembrance. I was certain I could make you laugh harder than the ice surrounding you. So I set it up, I twisted your faith because I could and in the interim I fell hard and fast for my next addiction.

I never had an intention on staying this long. My heart didn’t have a feeling besides a coldness that resuscitated me. I would dream of it all. I used to believe in a world were I couldn’t exist. I hated myself. I wanted it to end. I wanted it to become a memory. But I pulled on my ropes too hard that my bleeding wounds remained. I couldn’t hang on not even for you. But then she came and I knew I had to try. I fought my demons everyday and I began to believe that I finally conquered it. There was hope after all. Do you remember the times when I laughed. You really did that. You out of the entire male population breathed something into me. But my darkness swirled, it didn’t like the power you had on me. So I did what I always did. I made sure you soared while I died. I made sure you smiled while I pretended.

I am not sick or crazy. I am not mad or insane. I am just haunted by my past. I fear that if you really saw me, if you really looked in my eyes it will frighten you. I am not made for this happiness, I was made for something else.

She is my anchor. I will live for her, I will soar because of her, but I have to let you go. Its for your own good. God abandoned me the day I was born. I have never told anybody this but I know about my father. My mother once got so high that she confessed. I was the product of a rape. I was a mistake. Something born with no love. You are an amazing man but I can not be that girl. I have to live in the darkness where I belong. I do not deserve your love and affection. I don’t deserve to smile when I am the outcome of another’s torture.

It isn’t much,but I hope you guys enjoy it.

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Spotlight Monday 1

Today on Spotlight Monday we delve deeper into the life of Aliyana Capello

An Interview with Aliyana Capello (19) 2011

  1. What is it like growing up as a mafia princess? Can you describe some of the unique challenges or privileges you experience?

Well, we all experience privileges in some form or the other. For me, it’s like never falling prey to a handsome face. You can’t know a feeling without understanding what’s on the other side. I get what I want when it comes to material things, and I never get what I want when it comes to matters of the heart. Because in my world, the only thing a heart is good for is keeping you alive. But who knows, maybe one day I would meet a man who would make me feel differently.

 

2. How do you balance your family’s expectations with your own desires and aspirations?

I don’t have to do that. When I was younger my father sent me away to live in Chicago run by another Famiglia. When I got older he told me I could study, live a normal life, and I would never have to marry or be expected to do much of anything.

 

3. Do you believe him? Surely you can’t be naïve to believe a Mafia Princess can choose?

(Aliyana laughs) Of course I believe him. I’m my fathers daughter. He won’t lie to me about that, and besides my father isn’t exactly involved too much in the Famiglia. He is much higher in status.

 

4. What role? I thought he’s a member of the Catelli Familia?

He is, and he’s not. Let’s say he answers to a higher power. One that doesn’t care if his daughter marries a made-man of his choosing or not. As long as the man is made, I doubt either have a problem.

 

5. Are you interested in marrying a member of the Famiglia?”

I am actually – Leonardo Catelli. I saw him a few years ago. He’s young, and kind, not harsh or tainted by the sins of his father as the rest. I don’t think I would need to dig very far to hide his crimes. When I met him, I knew I would marry him.

But I haven’t told him yet, I’m still trying to figure out how. When I see him my face just flushes and I don’t know if it’s the nerves or my inexperience.

6. You are young, what 19? You still have a long way before you can be certain.

(Aliyana smiles) In the 5th State 19 is the age to marry. Most of us only wait until 18. I’m lucky to be this age and still single, won’t you say?

 

7. Of course, yes. But I must ask before you leave, do you have any message to the women who are marrying into your family? The ones not born into the Famiglia?

Message? Yes, sure. Ah, we are raised to be the wives of killers, and while it is us who will bare their heir, it doesn’t mean we are without our own minds. Marrying a made-man is never a simple life. You would have your ups and downs, and that will depend solely on his rank, and job in the 5th State. The highest ranks, are bit better off, and the rest are just royally screwed. You might as well just pull the trigger yourself.

 

Death is inevitable. You can either be the one with the gun, or the other guy pissing his pants. You choose.

This interview was conducted in 2011, just before the death or Lorenzo Catelli. Please tune in next week for Aliyana’s next interview, conducted in 2014.

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